By sinking myself under the warm water of my bathtub , by burying my head under a thousand pillows and try to sleep , by spending hours in the quietest place I know in the middle of no where wishing that silence might kill the noise of this eternal fight up there . But vainly everything failed and these thoughts kept haunting my fierce search for calmness…
Goodness when this race within me will end??? , I'm no more capable of running , I'm just exhausted....very exhausted….so please my mind please…..some peace.
my secret spot
