A dreamer

A very dark long tunnel I'm in
my eyes can't see light but my faith sees one
a devil whispers in my ears "it's the eyes of delusion that you see"
I seek the answer within my heart but can't find one

I look inside and fear I feel
pity and sorrow for anyone comes near
to the ruins inside myself
deformed silence I sense in me
damaged soul broken and left
to despair to play his games with

my will is dying at the edge of my goals
where no barriers are left to fight but myself
it's so hard for a dreamer to lose his faith in people
and then weakness fills his soul with sadness and grief

why his eyes look troubled? everyone wonders
and loneliness camps in his shadow they say
like being hypnotized in a world that never sleeps
no one visualizes his pain buried deep
and he never blames anyone see!
everyone has his heavy burden to bear

like a lost ship crossing his destiny vast seas
reforming his existance into different dark themes
"what's missing ?!" he wonders at night
wishing the answer would fall from heaven
every time he seeks some peace within
his hope is no longer kept in one piece

shattered memories scattered with no care
and no one is near enough offering to share
the pain , the tale or even the lies
except for one rule that never dies
"he is a dreamer" yes he is !
"if he stops for a moment being himself"
if he stops for a moment...being himself !.